During my first pastorate, I frequently felt inadequate. I had an uneasy feeling that some future demand would be more than I could handle. It would prove my incompetence and torpedo my pastoral Titanic to the sea floor.
I had reason for concern. I had never done a funeral, wedding, baptism, hospital visitation, counseling, or any other normal pastoral duty. Attending seminary taught me how to preach and teach but not much about day-to-day ministry.
Moreover, I wasn’t a people person in a profession that demanded much contact with people. Spending time with people drains me emotionally.
That feeling of inadequacy persisted into my second pastorate. Life as a pastor was never predictable. An emergency phone call often turned my world upside down in an eye blink.
I felt inadequate when I took a staff position at the Eastern Regional Conference of the Churches of God. Even though I was sure that was where God wanted me to serve.
Several months before I was hired, I had the closest thing to a vision I have ever experienced. It was revealed that the staff position was the next step in my ministry.
Going into my interview for the job I had one hundred percent assurance I would be hired, but I never mentioned the vision to those who interviewed me.
As time passed and my devotional life improved, my trust in God’s adequacy grew. I began to walk into new situations not knowing what I would say or do but trusting that God would supply whatever grace I needed to be a blessing to others. He did. Repeatedly.
“Each time he said, ‘My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness.’ So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me” (2 Corinthians 12:9 NLT). I was experiencing that power as I stepped out in faith.
I am learning that His grace is all I need. It is all any of us need. I pray 2 Corinthians 9:8 KJV at least once daily and usually more.
Here is what I pray: “And God is able to make all grace abound toward you [physically, emotionally, spiritually, psychologically, mentally, relationally, financially, and vocationally]; that ye, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work.”
When I am feeling the least bit anxious, that is my prayer. It helps me feel sufficient for the challenge as nothing else can. Jesus is enough for the challenge. Give it a try! #freediscipleshipresources #freeevangelismresources #freechristianleadershipresources
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